If you asked me now what is the greatest feeling on earth - sorry to say - at a conscious level - I can't say it is when my son comes and pats me on the cheek gently and says "Konchi Konchi" (a fond gesture) or when I see my baby girl smile - it feels absolutely wonderful when at 4.00 am after the second cycle of night time nursing I know both my kids (and of course B) are fast asleep, I come into the room that has cooled down to the right temperature and I rest my head comfortably on the pillow, stretch my legs and just drift off into sleep completely fatigued! That moment feels just amazing! :)
More later! Have a precious half an hour to catch a quick nap now before I have to get up to nurse baby girl and then feed kutti boy his lunch! He refused out of the blue to have his breakfast - fed on bits and pieces of snacks - I cried of course from desperately getting him to eat something - now I am exhausted mentally and am finding respite in a few quite moments when I can do something other than baby care!